I’ve lost my desire to compete and even run in general on occasion and I am so disappointed in myself it’s sickening.
How does one be skinny because it seems my body has forgotten how? #fatgirlproblems
i accidentally messed up my life how do i start a new account
i just need someone to hug me and tell me im not as worthless as i think i am
there are approximately 1,013,913 words in the english language but i could never string any of them together to explain how much i want to hit you with a chair.
Oatmeal with chia seeds, flax seeds, banana, strawberries, peanut butter, cocoa powder, and stevia.
"Darlings, stressing over the food you are consuming is a lot worse for you than the food you are actually consuming. Stress and worry will hurt you more than a block of chocolate ever will. Anxiety sits in the pit of your stomach and makes you feel heavier than consuming a piece of cake does. It’s not your weight, the shape of your body or the amount of body fat that is weighing you down and holding you back. It’s all that stress and anxiety you hold inside of you. Let it go, be free."
Somewhere along the way I developed a “rule” that I cant have peanut butter more than once a day. Then that developed into once a day every OTHER day. I’m trying to break that because that seems silly, but I’m having MAJOR anxiety about it rn.
"Ignoring your passion is slow suicide. Never ignore what your heart pumps for. Mold your career around your lifestyle not your lifestyle around your career."
I have no luck with boys.
What are the odds that it’s against the religion of the boy I like to date. This would only happen to me.
The awkward realization when
You finally realize how having friends is a really hard task for yourself
All I want is to be in a cute relationship with a cute runner and watch races together and make good food together and go on long runs together. Is that too much to ask for?
Oh my gosh yesssssss
Two season bests last night at the invitational! But I am still not satisfied. I will get better. I WILL.